“I became insane, with long intervals of horrible sanity.”By Edgar Alan Poe

Wednesday, June 24, 2020

Today Is Wednesday June 24, This Is What Happen

Not sure what three words I want to start today post with. It doesn't matter.

Off and on all day I kept thinking to my self. I should be doing. It an on going list. Plus it doesn't matter where I start.

I did watch a dvd about AARON SWARTZ. The five words I would use to desribe this video. boring, intriguing, rapacious, advocate, and sad.
This dvd was called THE INTERNEY OWN BOY
After watching this I got a Reddit account. Still learning my way around. I believe I would like to watch more dvd or films of less known film makers.

Over father day my oldest son Sawyer came up with family and visited. Middle grand daughter also middle grand child is telling grandpa a story.
Hoping to next month a chance to go to Spokane and visit other grand daughters.
Pretty much daily I like Covid 19 report for five northern county here panhandle of Idaho. I checked with PANHANDLE HEALTH DIST. There two counties so far no reported cases, and one is where I live Boundary.
I am not a big watcher of fox news. But the state west of me, Washington is making face mask MANDATORY.
This actual remind me when seat belts came out, and some people had issue with it. But some people have trouble with change. My dad had trouble with change. I have wonder why some people is uncomfortable with change.

Coffee is on

Tuesday, June 23, 2020

Today Is Tuesday June 23 2020, This Is

It findly wamed up in Northern Idaho. So we stuck in our standing air condition. And the small bedroom has lap top and sewing machine in. It window on west side and sun beats in and it feels like sauna. I like to put in a small window air condition. Right now I am watch PBS news hour.

I was happy with my weigh in. So next Tuesday I will be sending up my quarter goal. Our weight lost group weighing and meeting was in Tuesday. And I'm going to keep it that day. My weight was 201.6
If found it works better for me. If I weight only on even days. Except on Tuesday.

The apartment where Liz lives sold. She was worried about her section 8. See there not many options for those who have rental voucher.
The state picks up part of her rent. They say there up to market value. Oppion time...There not.
Well it looks like every thing is working out.

Went and had a cup of coffee with Qunella. I was parked across from the post office and as I was heading to work. Some lady had a card table with a small sign saying remove "Brad Little" I guess there was some type of petition...There a few up here been on a crusade to remove our govermor.
There some who up set that our governor shut down the state to do Covid. They seem to be plenty of those who thinks it hoax or rapture.
Statement time...There Nuts.

I was hoping and tried to make a you tube video and just a little ways into making it. My SD card was full, so I need to go though the card. I keep saying I want to put my photo and such on a thumb drive.
But do I. The short answer is no.

Coffee is on

Saturday, June 20, 2020

Today Is Saturday June 20 2020, This Is What Happen

Last two days it was so routine and I decided not to post. Plus I was tired. And wishing my retirement income would be same as Murphy when I was 63. Wondering how I could even make it till I was 65.

Weigh in this morning, one of first things I do. Well is what I need to do, what needs to change or corected in me getting more healthier both phyiscal and or emtionally. I might as well now give you a number 203 (92) and yes I did make my quaterly goal. But keeping a 3 pound (1.3 kilograms) maintenace.
Last two work days been out of wack when comes to eating. If I pack a common sense lunch I feel I can keep with in my calorie bounds of 1,600 to 1,800 and I loose weight without feeling hungry.

Murphy and I finished moving and organizing the cedar wood. The good stuff is pile in shed/barn. The rest is down in basement. I believe most of that will be used for kindling, and non hold fire. Large pieces of wood will hold fire much better. After labor day one could build fire in early hours and it will burn less then hour and take the floor coldness away.
Editor Note...Need to learn on how to work with new blogger. Tried to delate one of rose photos

The wind god(dess)  Anemoi dried clothes just fine. Not sure which way it arrive or left. 

Since I am talking about hubby at this time. In the old day and doing family history research I had relatives of pass get divorce, Grounds I ran into was some type of crulity and ususal with alchol, narcotic and or mentally abusive.
Then the other one was abandment
Confession time....when we were first married both of us want to be on top and both of us was cruel to each other. I recall in middle of night I grab his finger and bent them back  to tell him I am the boss.
Over years I learn to pick my battles and anytime you go to war. You might win but there going to be caulities.
Also I thought divorce would of been way to kind.
Let move forward to presant day...My husband get frustrate I believe quite easily, he lacks tools in handling frustration. Not saying I lack tools in some aspect in my life.
But he love going into wood and getting firewood. He made it so miserble because his way he handling the mole hill into mountain. I know our son Sawyer can't stand getting fired wood with him. Pretty sure Bart feels the same.
One thing he is no shape to get firedwood. Now I would hand him his divorce paper of firewood gathering. Then if he join and got involved with Christain Fundamental Evangelical church. Now watch me come back in my next life and be connect some how with fundamentals. 

Our local pagan group hasn't got together and we haven't had ritual since 2019. I believe it was Mabon. I personal been trying to do a small ritual on wheel of year.
Right now it first day of summer. Or I call Lithia. or Reckoning of time, The Holly King returns and defeats the Oak King. it cycle of world. Very slow days will getting shorter and crops will be pushed to be harvest. 
Next round for kings will be Winter Soltice or us pagan call yule. Oak king is strongest during the summer time. 
My little ritual was pretty short, with being just my self. Used Scotch and cherrios to toast the spirts and those who stop in. 
Candle couldn't kept going. 
Meditated a bit on merging and reunify. As many you know I lean to liberal side. But I know there conservatives and I have thing in common. Even if it simple as a chocolate chip cookie and we could find common ground.
I believe majorty want best for there neighbor and it doesn't matter how close or far. Also mediated on understanding less blaming and kindness.

I did world lay out with set of tarot deck. How I see or readed the three keys part I say was...:Crippling Emotion, Not or Being Wasteful, and Treating Other With courtsey. 
I even did personal lay out for my self/

A few of my flowers are in bloom. Like mention the deer before. There was deer who snorted duing my ritual. 

Well our community is doing a thing that you do gift package up and leave on someone door step. Just to brighten up someone day.
After Wednesday I will explain more and show what my summer bag will contain. And I might even show when the bags are drop off on some step.

Hope everyone enjoyed few flowers I got chance to photo and share. I might even link this blog to my other social media.

Wednesday, June 17, 2020

Today Is Wednesday June 17 2020, This Is What Happen

I mention the trump sign some time ago as one was entering a town from the south. Now after the big Orange trump sign, we have a sign that promote human rights.
It over on our local rant and rave page on facebook. I think it pretty darn awsome.

Usual when our local town makes national scene, it usual not good. Every state has it POOREST CITY Our City of Bonners Ferry Idaho, STATS
They also mention Havre Mountana, and that the poor city in Mountana and I have an Aunt lives there.

Over at Liz I am cleaning out her spare room. I wouldn't call it a day bed, but some call it that. Me personal I think it a twin bed.
She want to put it in the other spare room. It would be great for guess.
She became over whelm with all the stuff in there. So I am going though it carefully.

Liz told me this...She was across the street from her place. And this guy with Trump hat was yelling degrading marks to the young clerk.
Liz stuck up for the young clerk. The guy sound like a jerk.
One thing I can say for Liz she honest and truthful.

Regis I put a little more time on his porch. Hope to have cement all clean up and maybe next week start organizing him a work area, for his creative projects.

Not sure if I mention or not. I want to get broom tattoo put on top of my lower arm. And around the broom I want it to say "Sweep Away Injustices" This isn't the broom I will be using. I hope to draw my own. I do like bristle on it.
I want to get shirt and have something printed on it, to promote human right. Question time...what would have printed on your shirt to promote human rights...

Coffee is on

Tuesday, June 16, 2020

Today Is Tuesday June 16 2020, This Is What Happen

Before the rain and clouds and such. Not long ago I did a video and I was ask about mountain range behind me. Which was Purcells
Decided to take walk and tell about the three mountain ranges I can see from my home. Sorry it a little shacky.

Now things aren't going like I want to on this post. I want the video up on the very top. Oh well I never claim to be a professional blogger or vlogger.

Maybe I will actual like what every format it might be? 

Good news. In my weight lost I find it better for me to set quarterly goals for weight lost. End of June my goal was to weigh 200.4 pounds. That was my 2nd quarter goal. I like to stay with in 2.75 pounds of set goal. Then end of June I will set anther quarter goal. If I keep my calorie count between 1,600 and 1,800 calories. I seem to do fine. I loose and not feel hungry.?

We went down and got our dryer out of home depot. We ordered on line and one word I would use for there online ordering...
The closes home depot is in Ponderay and for some reason there site keeps telling me I live in Ponderay. Then the deliver people can't find it because they have the wrong town. Then we end going down to Ponderay store. Nice people. But corperate head quarter is anther story. Just like dealing with
government bureaucray. Well I am going to send e-mail to there main office. 
Murphy and I been sorting and stacking some cedar boards. 
The other day I got what I thought would work to hook audio to my camera. Trying to get rid of back ground feed. The camera I am using is a Kodak pixpro 401 and it doesn't have a jack connection. Now I figure I need to take it to our library and they have techie persons. That they will help you with such things dealing with technolgy. Not sure when the technolgy or the 3 d printer will be going. They just opened.

In five northern county where I live. Our first death has happen. It was in KOOTENAI COUNTY and there anther county between county I live in and kootenai.

Trying to get coffee table a little picked up. Mainly removing paper clutter. Now I find the align dew hicky.

Coffee is on

Sunday, June 14, 2020

Today Is Sunday June 14 2020, This Is What Happen

Weigh my self on even days. I still want to loose 2.4 pounds by the end of June. So before Thursday I will give more of report. On my health.

Murphy bought a BLACK LIFE MATTER from my daughter in law business. I like to also order a T Shirt but I am not sure what message I want to say, regarding basic human rights.
My pentagram broke and I just order a new one.

We went to the dump. Plus I post on our local facebook page. Gave away an old lawn mower and a snow blower.
Fixed a chair.
Well our new dryer should be here before end of next week.

Sharing a post I shared from face book...
When I wear a mask in public:
? I want you to know that I am educated enough to know that I could be asymptomatic and still give you the virus.
? No, I don’t “live in fear” of the virus; I just want to be part of the solution, not the problem.
? I don’t feel like the “government is controlling me;” I feel like I’m being a contributing adult to society and I want to teach others the same.
? The world doesn’t revolve around me. It’s not all about me and my comfort.
? If we all could live with other people's consideration in mind, this whole world would be a much better place.
? Wearing a mask doesn’t make me weak, scared, stupid, or even “controlled.” It makes me considerate.
? When you think about how you look, how uncomfortable it is, or what others think of you, just imagine someone close to you - a child, a father, a mother, grandparent, aunt, or uncle - choking on a respirator , alone without you or any family member allowed at bedside.
? Ask yourself if you could have sucked it up a little for them.

Coffee is on

Saturday, June 13, 2020

Today Is Saturday June 13 2020, This Is What Happen

Didn't get the entire family of wild turkeys. There were a pair with there poults in tow. Maybe I will get anther chance. So for now you will see rear end of one.

Friend Quenella stop by. She goes to the local orthdox church which is up and over from where I live. I been there twice and they do have pretty service. But as for most christain teaching I just can't and won't except. We stayed our distant. She wear a mask out and about.

But before that Murphy and I was redo some wire bundles. The chicken wire I believe will be heading to the dump. To mangled up to redo.

Murphy sister Faith first husband past away. They had three childern togather. We discussed the affair he had when he was married, and he might of fathered when he was still married to Faith. We both wondering how estate will play out.  Doubt there much of anything.

One of my pagan friend husband past away. And his service is I believe the 18th of July. If there no covid or maybe less five in county. I will stick on my mask and attend the service. He wasn't a pagan he  a Luthern.

Murphy and I took a short drive up on snow creek. And I got a little crazy with camera. Heard thunder off in distant. Thought I would share a few picture of today adventure.

Coffee is on

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